Today was an eating fail for me. =[ We had people come visit so there were tasty foods galore. I shall get myself back under control for tomorrow. Work should help keep me occupied.
[The downpouring of midnight/Emma/hahaha, put your name hereth]:
gonna leave the above cause i just love it so much. i am a slave to music. that has nothing to do with health...eth. i have an extremely distorted body image, and my main goal with this is to change that. all i see are my imperfections, and although i know this to be true, it doesn't at all mean that i can reconcile it. so here is what i want to do: spend my summer eating healthier, being more physically active, and learning to love my body for all its beauty and flaws. wow, that sounds like a motivational speaker's mantra. anyway, my hope is to no longer feel like the fat kid when i am around my slimmer friends (which is pretty much all of them) and come to a place where i look and feel healthy. to break it down into specifics, i want to be at 150 pounds by the end of the summer and i want to fit into a size 9 jean. hopeless? i certainly hope not. currently, i hover around 165 and wear a size 13 jean. my hips and butt may never be small, but at least they can be toned. they are my biggest insecurities and i hope that i can overcome that. so there is my overly emotional and self absorbed about me. let's see if i can reach those goals while holding two part time jobs (one at dunkin' donuts, so dangerous for me) and watching twilight every night. summer healtheth has commenced!
The Nub:
I'm short, shy, awkward, quiet, and have an extreme love of metal. (You know, copper, zinc, ... all that good stuff. ;] ) My goals in this: to be healthy. I have been a vegetarian for six years. I just returned from my first year of college, throughout which I stayed around 94 lbs. I don't think it wise to be that light. When I got home I gained a fair amount of weight (15 lbs *cough cough*) from eating nonstop. Now it's time I find a happy medium. A healthy weight for my height and age is 100 lbs. That's my goal. I have known my wonderful friend ^ for six years, and we're doing this to keep each other on track. This summer, we're on a journey for health.
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